Why O Why does it have to be this difficult to get what you want?
It's either you have no courage, or you just don't know what you really want.
It creeps me out to think that I have made many wrong decisions in my life. Just a few days ago I made a decision I thought would work out best, days and minutes have passed butI can't still see where I'm going. I thought after making the decision the world will suddenly turn clearer in a blink of an eye. I was wrong, dead wrong. Happiness takes time.
There are two kinds of euphoria you can have in your lifetime:
1. The butterflies in you when you just have achieved something.
2. The butterflies in you when you believe that you will achieve something.
I'm having number 2, my mind is filled with doubts but I believe in the end it will work out just fine. Every night I sleep with a hope that my happiness is just a day closer. I can't seem to see the end of the road yet but night and day I prayed that I have made a good decision and everything will turn out okay. There are rainbows in the end of one's road, I hope mine is closer than I imagined.
Dreaming is only an alibi to get a day closer to my faith.
2 comments:
i'm having both butterflies so i guess there are so many butterflies flying on my stomach right now. what a life. (sigh)
im having too much i guess. and im wondering is it good or is it bad?
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