Oh Sanity

Oh no the room is spinning. Oh crap my heart is thumping. Oh damn my sight is fading. Oh shoot my mind is fainting. Oh boy, there goes my mind.

Insane is such a strong word, I prefer 'different.'

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Here are things to do to chase the tears and heartbreaks away:


1. Take a good long warm bath.
2. Smoke menthols, don't smoke reds.
3. Make a playlist of your favorite songs and play them outloud.
4. Lock your door when you're in your room.
5. Dance with just your underwear in front of the mirror.
6. Pretend you're in the video clip of your played song. (tee-hee)
7. Take your digi cam and pose like crazy with the self timer.
8. Try on the clothes you never wore before.
9. Lay in bed all day long, just you and your cigarettes.
10. Don't forget to crap (seriously it helps)
12. Pile lots and lots of chocolate in your room incase you ran out of cigarettes.
13. Then remember the things you did and write it in your blog.


All the things above have been self-tested and it seriously works.
TEE HEE
*too many lovers in one lifetime ain't good for you!

Forever Thine, Forever Mine, Forever Ours

Wait for me, I'll get there.

Wait for me, I'll be there.

Sooner or later.

FOREVER THINE, FOREVER MINE, FOREVER OURS.
-Beethoven

Vague Rainbow Veins

Why O Why does it have to be this difficult to get what you want?
It's either you have no courage, or you just don't know what you really want.
It creeps me out to think that I have made many wrong decisions in my life. Just a few days ago I made a decision I thought would work out best, days and minutes have passed butI can't still see where I'm going. I thought after making the decision the world will suddenly turn clearer in a blink of an eye. I was wrong, dead wrong. Happiness takes time.

There are two kinds of euphoria you can have in your lifetime:
1. The butterflies in you when you just have achieved something.
2. The butterflies in you when you believe that you will achieve something.

I'm having number 2, my mind is filled with doubts but I believe in the end it will work out just fine. Every night I sleep with a hope that my happiness is just a day closer. I can't seem to see the end of the road yet but night and day I prayed that I have made a good decision and everything will turn out okay. There are rainbows in the end of one's road, I hope mine is closer than I imagined.


Dreaming is only an alibi to get a day closer to my faith.

Don't Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight

Nevertheless,

Thank You for the day
Thank You for each breath I breathe
Thank You for the past that'l make my future
Thank You for the smiles You gave me
and the tears You made for me
Thank You for your blessings upon me
and blessings upon others
Thank You for letting the stars shine
and the warmth of the sunshine upon my face


Pull me out from the dark alleyway
Guide me safe from the storm
Make me a better man for tomorrow
And help me see through my flaws
Fill me in when i run dry
Fight with me in the battle inside

Bless the rich and poor
the good and bad
Bless the ones who made my day
and the ones who still haven't had a chance
Bless the world and its flaws
and the goodness it has for men
Bless each and every single ones at war
and the ones that took a chance and stood up

For you are GOD and I am man,
So let my dreams hold me in place and not tear me apart
Make me open my eyes to more Thank Yous


..Amen


PS: Believe that I'm just a heartbeat away when you close your eyes. Sleep tight love.