Loud Music, Louder Words

'Le Petit Prince'

2010-05-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

Let me tell you a little about my favorite story called 'The Little Prince' or 'Le Petit Prince' by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.

There was a boy, whose dream is to become an artist. He drew this:

So he went around and ask everyone to interpret what it is. Every grown up he asked said it's a "hat", but he has a different vision to what it is. He grew up not becoming an artist instead, he became exactly like the grown-ups he used to ask questions to.

(Keep reading, I'll tell you what it is in the end.)

Until he met the curious little prince, a kid, but a prince. He fell from the sky, giving the man all the answers to the questions he had long forgotten.

Voila, the little prince.

He was from a tiny little planet far in the galaxies. He traveled around, meeting new people. Some are very strange for him indeed especially "the grown ups" he said.

They share a similar bond, the little prince reminded the man of who he was before he grew up. An artist, a visionary. The man showed the little prince his first drawing, that of a 'hat'. The little prince knew, it was not a hat at all. It was something more than just a hat.

Do you want to know what it is?

It was an elephant inside a boa constrictor.

You don't need reasons to ask questions, you just need a little curiosity and imagination. The more a person can hold onto their inner childhood, the more mature the person gets and believe me it is harder than it sounds.

I am now still trying to become the child I want to become.

This is dedicated to MY Little Prince.

Young and Foolish

2010-05-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

Being young is a talent. It's all about how to have the time of your life.

Friday's Cup of Tea

2010-05-20T20:57:00.000-07:00

Words can never make up for what you do, so Dance Dance Dance.

Serenity in Nature's Bed

2010-05-20T20:47:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Tattia Sibih and Joanna Hermine my loves.

Colors

2010-05-18T23:32:00.001-07:00

It has been a year. One too confusing, rocky, unstable year. What has passed has passed. I am twenty, I am still twisted but I am happy. I can see colors.

Soulful-

2009-03-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

I have fallen in love a couple too many times,

I know what I'm through, I think it's too real

Not only I feel your heart, I feel your soul

Not only do we love, we embrace

My half, my one desire, my lover

Smoochie pie I adore you :) *drool

Hush Me

2009-03-05T12:31:00.000-08:00

our future is foretold, i see you, i see me, but i dont see us.
our secrets are kept silent, i breathe you, i taste you, but i dont feel you.
our lips are forever shut, i hold it in, i dont let go, i dont fall back.
our story is real, i believe, you cherish, we grow.
our identity is gone, i am you, you are me, i am us.
our sins collide, i loved you, you pulled me, we're us.

my mystery, my addiction

i love you

Ooh BOY

2009-02-02T09:22:00.000-08:00

spinning round and round, turning upside down, melting inside out.

boy you make me giddy ;p

Way Beyond

2009-01-11T09:29:00.000-08:00

staring dead to the sky

feeling breathless under your breath

feeling betrayal beyond skin-deep

taking pleasure on the agony

looking for someone to blame

kiss me sweet

hold me tender

kill me slow

Adios Old Pal

2009-01-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

08 has been my pal for a year, but I gotta move on. Ooh feel the atmosphere, 2009 is here. I want to get some things straight, I don't really believe there are such things as new year resolutions but I do believe in 2009 I want some things to come true such as:

1. JOB JOB JOB, the more the money the merrier
2. ENJOY ENJOY, doing something is never regretful; not doing anything is.-"Mama's Boy"
3.GRADES GRADES FCUKING GRADES, pass pass pass pretty puhlease
4. STAYIN' ALIVE, heck who would want to die?
last but not least..
5. BOYS BOYS BOYS, hate to say it but I need em, no doubts

Good, it's all set and I'll keep dancing to the rythm of 2009. BEST WISHES <3

Oh Sanity

2008-12-24T10:00:00.000-08:00

Oh no the room is spinning. Oh crap my heart is thumping. Oh damn my sight is fading. Oh shoot my mind is fainting. Oh boy, there goes my mind.

Insane is such a strong word, I prefer 'different.'

Anti-Heartbreak Formula

2008-12-21T06:47:00.000-08:00

Tired of crying? Try Shari's miracle cure! Available and FREE!
Here are things to do to chase the tears and heartbreaks away:

1. Take a good long warm bath.
2. Smoke menthols, don't smoke reds.
3. Make a playlist of your favorite songs and play them outloud.
4. Lock your door when you're in your room.
5. Dance with just your underwear in front of the mirror.
6. Pretend you're in the video clip of your played song. (tee-hee)
7. Take your digi cam and pose like crazy with the self timer.
8. Try on the clothes you never wore before.
9. Lay in bed all day long, just you and your cigarettes.
10. Don't forget to crap (seriously it helps)
12. Pile lots and lots of chocolate in your room incase you ran out of cigarettes.
13. Then remember the things you did and write it in your blog.

All the things above have been self-tested and it seriously works.
TEE HEE
*too many lovers in one lifetime ain't good for you!

Forever Thine, Forever Mine, Forever Ours

2008-12-04T09:56:00.000-08:00

Wait for me, I'll get there.

Wait for me, I'll be there.

Sooner or later.

FOREVER THINE, FOREVER MINE, FOREVER OURS.
-Beethoven

Vague Rainbow Veins

2008-12-04T04:55:00.000-08:00

Why O Why does it have to be this difficult to get what you want?
It's either you have no courage, or you just don't know what you really want.
It creeps me out to think that I have made many wrong decisions in my life. Just a few days ago I made a decision I thought would work out best, days and minutes have passed butI can't still see where I'm going. I thought after making the decision the world will suddenly turn clearer in a blink of an eye. I was wrong, dead wrong. Happiness takes time.

There are two kinds of euphoria you can have in your lifetime:
1. The butterflies in you when you just have achieved something.
2. The butterflies in you when you believe that you will achieve something.

I'm having number 2, my mind is filled with doubts but I believe in the end it will work out just fine. Every night I sleep with a hope that my happiness is just a day closer. I can't seem to see the end of the road yet but night and day I prayed that I have made a good decision and everything will turn out okay. There are rainbows in the end of one's road, I hope mine is closer than I imagined.

Dreaming is only an alibi to get a day closer to my faith.

Don't Say Goodbye, Say Goodnight

2008-12-02T11:33:00.000-08:00

Nevertheless,

Thank You for the day
Thank You for each breath I breathe
Thank You for the past that'l make my future
Thank You for the smiles You gave me
and the tears You made for me
Thank You for your blessings upon me
and blessings upon others
Thank You for letting the stars shine
and the warmth of the sunshine upon my face

Pull me out from the dark alleyway
Guide me safe from the storm
Make me a better man for tomorrow
And help me see through my flaws
Fill me in when i run dry
Fight with me in the battle inside

Bless the rich and poor
the good and bad
Bless the ones who made my day
and the ones who still haven't had a chance
Bless the world and its flaws
and the goodness it has for men
Bless each and every single ones at war
and the ones that took a chance and stood up

For you are GOD and I am man,
So let my dreams hold me in place and not tear me apart
Make me open my eyes to more Thank Yous

..Amen

PS: Believe that I'm just a heartbeat away when you close your eyes. Sleep tight love.

Adrenaline Overdrive

2008-11-30T11:29:00.000-08:00

The music pumps louder than ever,
the beats get faster as you move,
your adrenaline starts exploding,
sweat,
beer,
smoke,
good times rolling.

Some need the air,
some need the booze,
some need the smoke,
some need the space,
but i need the beat.

hello Jakarta feels like I never left, did I?